I was wrighting in pain

 I was writhing in pain.

I had lost the one thing that meant the most, and there was only pain left. Nothing else. So there I wrighted, inside of pain, feeling it all around me. But I didn't care about the pain. I only cared that I had lost him.

I lost my will to live. I had nothing to live for. All my friends left me one by one because I shut myself inside and didn't let anyone come close. I never wanted to feel that pain again. I didn't want to live, but killing myself felt as meaningless as life itself.

I didn't know what to do so every day I got up, left for work without eating or drinking anything, spend the whole day at work, and finally when I got home I ate just enough to keep the worst hunger off and sat in front of a table, just staring into nothingness. Eventually I stopped going to work and then I went out of food so I couldn't eat either, and all day long every day I just sat there without seeing anything.

That was when something brought me back to the moment. My phone rang. I had gotten so used to silence that the beep of my phone had woken me from my coma.

It was a message from you. You asked if we could meet. Something inside of me moved and I felt something else than pain for the first time in months.

I got up, got dressed and headed for downtown to meet up with you. I was early but I didn't have anything else to do either. I must have waited for hours, and during all that time anticipation built up inside of me, making me all bubbly and then I felt something strange on my face. I lifted my hand up to my face and I recognized it. I was smiling.

I saw you coming so I started to move towards you. The closer I got the faster I walked, until I was running and we barely maintained standing when I crashed in you, but you just hugged me back. I felt myself smile even wider and looked at you. You looked beautiful in that skirt I had helped you pick up, your dark hair framing your beautiful face. You smiled back and it felt like I had gotten my long lost life back. I hugged you even tighter and felt better than I had in too long. And it was all thanks to your message. No one could replace the one I had lost, but you brought more to my life than he ever did.

Just a little story I wrote for a friend of mine, hope you like it~~ 'u' Comments and critique is really appreciated!!