Missing you Part 4

There you stood, in front of me. I was in shock.

Your eyes were filled with anger, your clothes soaked in blood, your hands in dirt.

I couldn't believe it was you. It looked like you, but it was a completely different person. No kindness in your eyes, no smile on your lips, no welcoming arms held towards me asking to come for an embrace. Every bit of you was gone.

Then it all became normal. No more hatred, no more blood, no more dirt. Just kindness, a smile and welcoming arms stretched my way. The horror in my eyes must have confused you because your smile changed into a questioning look, your eyes a little lost.

The change was too much for me and my feet disappeared from under me. I could feel the cold floor on my thigh. The cold feeling seemed to wake me up from my dreaming and I blinked once. Then I saw everything was okay and you were there with me and I started to cry from relief.

You came to me and held me in your arms until I stopped crying. But I wouldn't let go. I pressed my head against your chest and held my arms tightly around you.

When I finally took my head from your chest I stared into your eyes and we stayed like that for a half an hour. Then you asked me if I was hungry, kissed me on the forehead and lifted me up. Finally I could let go of my suspicion and I knew it was okay.

For now, I didn't know when the next time would come, but I denied myself the fear and enjoyed the time we had.

Not The End